Sunday, 5 October 2014

Room of stones

Awkward silence, mortuary smell, of death and sorrow. Someone’s self torn into million bleeding shreds. A soul trampled down on the hard, cold, concrete floor. The sky melting. Walls turning into ashes. Dripping bones, handcuffed ribs, intoxicated lungs. A vortex of remains, wreckage and dirt. Thoughts hanged from the stones of our wrists. A dark shade of purple, a pale shade of blue. Branches covered in mud, boiling suns, wind scattering flesh.

Carnage not of humans but of humanity in its most singular sense. 

Sunday, 18 May 2014

ceaselessly

I have to leave
just for a while
though
and all that is
all that we are
will have to stay
in us
I don’t know when
or how or where
our path will meet
again
So we should stay
in you
in me
in every mile
that is between
The void is safe
so be the void
and promise
you will hold me
still
Your veins are mine
they keep me
warm
the way I want
the memory
of you, of me
to beat within
for years on
ashes and dust

ceaselessly

Tuesday, 4 March 2014

a şti sau a nu fi

Iubito,

Îţi miroase părul a tristeţe,
în ochi îţi sclipeşte un dor,
pe buze îţi tremură o amintire de demult,
iar în inimă-ţi mai bate încă o iubire moartă.

Wednesday, 29 January 2014

Hello darkness, my old friend

I need to be alone
‘Cause that is how I feel
I want the strength to throw my heart away
Where I won’t hear it anymore
Because right now
It aches so damn much
That I can’t stand it
My soul is heavy once again
And all this pressure on my chest
It’s like a million thousand knives
Oh, how I hate these tears
Trickling down my cheeks,
My neck and straight back to my skin,
My ribs and lungs and veins
And everything that’s broken
Crushed.
Smashed.
Bruised.
Get out, you heart
And take this pain
And carry it away somewhere
Leave me alone in my despair
To fear the darkness that surrounds me
And melt along with it in silence
While all my spirits scream
Wildly inside my body
While in my head there are thoughts
That whisper to my bitter being:
“Get rid of them.
Get rid of you.”




Monday, 27 January 2014

Pieces

"I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way

Then I see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole

I've come undone
But you make sense of who I am
Like puzzle pieces in your hand,

Then I see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole!

I tried so hard! So hard!
I tried so hard!

Then I see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
So you can make me whole"





Sunday, 5 January 2014

Filozofie 103

Părăseşte-mă şi vei fi numai a mea, în gânduri, vise, şoapte...sau rămâi cu mine şi fii a tuturor.
Nu-mi lăsa nimic şi voi avea totul...sau lasă-mi tot , să nu mai am nimic din tot ce eşti, din tot ce-nsemni.
Oferă-mi dragoste şi voi fi pustiit...sau respinge-mă-n tăcere, să te iubesc mai mult ca pân-acum.
Dă-mi speranţă şi voi renunţa la tot, la noi, la mine şi la tine...sau agaţă-ne soarta într-un fir de aţă, să pot să lupt şi să mai cred.
Doreşte-mi binele si voi cunoaşte calea spre pieire...sau spune-mi adevăruri crude, să văd doar soare pe cărări.

Urăşte-mă, să te iubesc.

Wednesday, 4 December 2013

Christmas Lights




Christmas night, another fight
Tears we've cried are flood
Got all kinds of poison in
Of poison in my blood

I took my feet to Oxford street
Trying to right or wrong
Just walk away those windows
But I can't believe she's gone

When your still waiting for the snowfall
Doesn't really feel like Christmas at all

A group of candles on me are flickering
Oh they flicker and they flow
And I am up here holding on to all those chandeleers of hope
And like some drunken in this city
I go singing out of tune
Singing how I always loved you darling
And how I always will

But when your still waiting for the snowfall
Doesn't really feel like Christmas at all
Still waiting for the snow to fall
It doesn't really feel like Christmas at all

Those Christmas Lights
Light up the street
Down where the sea and city meet
May all your troubles soon be gone
Ohh Christmas Lights keep shining on

Those Christmas Lights
Light up the street
Maybe they bring here back to me
Then all my troubles will be gone
Oh Christmas Lights keep shining on

Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh

Oh Christmas Lights
Light up the streets
Light up the fireworks in me
May all your troubles soon be gone
Those Christmas Lights keep shining on