Wednesday 29 January 2014

Hello darkness, my old friend

I need to be alone
‘Cause that is how I feel
I want the strength to throw my heart away
Where I won’t hear it anymore
Because right now
It aches so damn much
That I can’t stand it
My soul is heavy once again
And all this pressure on my chest
It’s like a million thousand knives
Oh, how I hate these tears
Trickling down my cheeks,
My neck and straight back to my skin,
My ribs and lungs and veins
And everything that’s broken
Crushed.
Smashed.
Bruised.
Get out, you heart
And take this pain
And carry it away somewhere
Leave me alone in my despair
To fear the darkness that surrounds me
And melt along with it in silence
While all my spirits scream
Wildly inside my body
While in my head there are thoughts
That whisper to my bitter being:
“Get rid of them.
Get rid of you.”




Monday 27 January 2014

Pieces

"I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way

Then I see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole

I've come undone
But you make sense of who I am
Like puzzle pieces in your hand,

Then I see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole!

I tried so hard! So hard!
I tried so hard!

Then I see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
So you can make me whole"





Sunday 5 January 2014

Filozofie 103

Părăseşte-mă şi vei fi numai a mea, în gânduri, vise, şoapte...sau rămâi cu mine şi fii a tuturor.
Nu-mi lăsa nimic şi voi avea totul...sau lasă-mi tot , să nu mai am nimic din tot ce eşti, din tot ce-nsemni.
Oferă-mi dragoste şi voi fi pustiit...sau respinge-mă-n tăcere, să te iubesc mai mult ca pân-acum.
Dă-mi speranţă şi voi renunţa la tot, la noi, la mine şi la tine...sau agaţă-ne soarta într-un fir de aţă, să pot să lupt şi să mai cred.
Doreşte-mi binele si voi cunoaşte calea spre pieire...sau spune-mi adevăruri crude, să văd doar soare pe cărări.

Urăşte-mă, să te iubesc.